8 days!

Oh my! tomorrow we are exactly one week away from the big day. I can't believe it's almost here. its exciting, thrilling, nerve wracking all at once. It feels like just yesterday it was 90 something days until i left. And now we are just a week away. I can't believe how fast time has flown by. 

I seriously feel so lucky. i have the most supportive, friends and family someone could ask for. And the best. 

I'm running out of things to say these days. I don't know what to say much anymore without rambling like an idiot. 

I'm going to miss you all like crazy. 

Well i no longer have to work, that's a good thing. And i am so glad to be done. So glad. I ran out of that place like a high schooler on graduation day. 

Thats it for now. 
Allegra

"The more things change, the more they stay the same. i’m not sure who the person was to say that, probably shakespeare or maybe sting. But at the moment its the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw. my inability to change. i dont think i’m alone in this. The more i get to know other people, the more i realize it’s everybody’s flaw. Staying exactly the same. For as long as possible. Standing perfectly still, it feels better somehow. And if you are suffering at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected, who knows what other pain might be out there. Chances are it could be even worst. So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn’t seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You’re not a drug addict, you’re not killing anyone except maybe yourself a little. When we finally do change, i don’t think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion where all of a sudden we’re this different person. I think it’s smaller than that. The type of thing people wouldn’t even notice unless they looked really close which thank god they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope that it is. That this is the person you get to be forever. That you’ll never have to change again."