29 Days!

We are in the 20's! Tomorrow we will officially be hitting the 20's! And as i am more thrilled than you can ever imagine.

Tomorrow it will be exactly 4 weeks until i leave. Time is finally flying by. 

the last week has truly been an emotional roller coaster for me. well, in reality the last 4 years have been. But most importantly the last week has been. But i wouldn't take it back for the world. A lot of laughter, and a lot of tears. And involving making adult decisions, even though i know its the best, i still wish i didn't have to. This paragraph is probably very confusing to those of you who don't know the entire story, and for that apologize.

Life can surprise you sometimes. It can be amazing. 

So, after all is said and done. And i get my GI bill. I figured out from a friend of mine, that with that and FASFA. I'll be able to just go to school, and not have to work. Which is a miracle. Because, that will make life so much easier. Because over the last 5 years, its been difiicult going to school with a job. I think that would work best for me. And go to Nursing school, PA, NP or Medical school. Which ever i figure out that i want to do. Which i know fir sure is in the medical field. But definitely not CNA. hah. I have done that for long enough. 

Sigh. 

Thank you all. 

i'll be seeing you,
Allegra


People think that a soul mate is your perfect fit and thats what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror the person that shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you will ever meet, because they will tear down your walls and smack you awake. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so out of control that you have to transform your life..